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Friday, May 16, 2014

Enough

Resting in knowing Christ is enough...

When I am tired... Christ is enough

When I am weak... Christ is enough

Through the struggle of the week... Christ is enough

In all my fears and anxiety ... Christ is enough

Christ is enough in every area of my life... Christ is enough. 




Thursday, May 8, 2014

Waiting

                Waiting… with waiting comes trust. Trust in an omnipresent, all-knowing, and strong God. Currently my Husband and I are trying to have a baby. Each time I think that I might be pregnant I get excited only to realize I’m not pregnant. This last go around I was so sure that I was… and again I was confirmed not pregnant.

             I didn’t think that the process of becoming pregnant would be so emotional. I thought that I could attempt to get pregnant and not get attached to a fictional baby that at this point doesn’t exist. But it has been emotional, it has been disheartening.

           

                  However I find comfort in waiting. With so many things in my life including my husband, waiting in God is so much more rewarding. God has never forsaken me, and I can say that God’s timing surpass's anything that I can ever imagine. God holds me and has me in his hands. His plans are greater than mine, and my one heart’s desire is to live in the will of God. Through all this I say “May Your will be done”

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Flawed

I am about to be raw and real.

 I have posted about this before but now I feel that I'm at a different place. I feel like God has revealed something to me that previously I hadn't seen.

I don't struggle with drugs, sex, or alcohol, I struggle with relationships. I struggle with truly letting people in. I pretend I'm letting them in, but I don't actually really let them in. I think it's a defense mechanism, because in the back of my mind I tell myself " Don't get to close, they will leave you ." This way if a friend makes a new friend or moves, I just keep moving never skipping a beat since I didn't let myself get to close. I end up not really caring... This defense mechanism created in me a bubble of isolation, and loneliness. I thought to myself  "I don't need friends, I am okay with a group of acquaintances."

But clearly this idea is flawed, and that is what God has been showing me. He has been showing me to open my heart, and not just say that I'm opening my heart but to truly open my inner most beings. To feel the joys and the sadness of what it is to be a true friend.

For the next years of my life here on earth, I will thrust myself forward and I will love wholeheartedly the people that God places in my path.

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Falling



Such a beautiful reminder of what it means to fall and get back up. Never give up...

Mí casa es tú casa

Hospitality. At first I thought it meant having the nicest house and the coolest “toys” but I realized that hospitality is an attitude.  It is an attitude of welcoming and warmth. That everyone who comes to your house feels like they belong there, that they are welcomed in your home.

I am in the process of trying to practice my hospitality and I am learning what it means to be some one who is hospital. My husband and I have tasked ourselves with inviting at least one (if not more) friend, family, couple etc. over each and every month.

We are still not done decorating, and have work left on our home… but I’m over that. People won’t remember how my house looked but how they felt when they came to visit. Sometimes it is hard for me not to not get caught up in the little things, and I find myself not inviting people over because I don’t have the right food or the right cups! But from this day forward I take my stand and I say “ Welcome, my home is your home” and I mean it genuinely and truthfully.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Exposed

“Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what they have done has been done in the sight of God.” 

 Last week during my devotional time I came across these few verses, and they keep coming back to me. I keep thinking about what they mean and how they can be applied to my everyday life. And I think it boils down to being genuine.

 "Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil." 

 How many of us say we have accepted Christ yet hide certain areas of our life. I know I was there, I would hide feelings of insecurities, feelings of jealousy, and I would refuse to believe that I was gossiper... So I/we stay in darkness, because it's easier than to blast it with light. It’s easier to “think” we are living a life of light then to truly expose who we really are. The closer I draw to God the more I realize that there are many areas of my life that need to be lit.

 "Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed". 

 We are afraid to be exposed for the person we really are. We fail to realize that in order for true change to occur we must expose the rawness of what is in our hearts. We must let God into the secret dark places; allow him to bring us into the freedom of his light. Now here is the thing, those deep dark secrets aren't meant to be kept hidden God rescues us from those places and part of being genuine is allowing others into that, allowing people to see that sometimes you fail, that life Isn't always perfect... So don't play it off as it is. I struggle with this ALOT, because the truth of the matter is I want to be perfect, I literally strive for that (spoken like a true perfectionist), and what I have found is that it has created this barrier with people and how people view me... Sometimes I plain out suck. I think because of that strive people are resilient towards me and sometimes feel that I am judging them, instead of what I want to do... Love them. I think social media makes this harder because, let's be real... We only put the best of ourselves on the internet (how many selfies do you take before picking which one to post?). Because of that we lose sight of reality, we lose sight that life isn't always the perfect moments.


 My challenge for us is to come into truth because "whoever lives by the truth comes into the light", I challenge us let's be real with each other and stop hiding in the darkness. Do you dare to be exposed?

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

25

As I grow in my spiritual identity I find that I want nothing more than to do the will of God. I have learned that even though sometimes the will of God may seem difficult, life inside the will God is far better than life outside it.

 I turn 25 today and I wonder if I have lived my life in the will of God? Have I truly and honestly given God the best of my abilities? I think the will of God brings with it a sense of uncertainty that scares me. Which is why sometimes I am hesitate to move and instead just stay put in my comfort.

My hope is to move past my fears and fully leap into the will of God, no questions asked. These past 25 years have passed like a swift wind on a summers evening, and I know that next 25 will also go by just as fast. Truthfully I am not sure what God has in store for my life but I know that up until this point I have grown.

I have slowly transformed and am continuing to be transformed. I can feel the presence of God changing my heart, my motives, my desires, and changing my view of the world. Change rooted so deeply that only God can reach. May my life be a reflection of the love of God, the peace that surpasses all understanding, and the joy that reaches far beyond the situations I may face.

 Cheers to the next 25 years,
 Mrs. Miro